ladyj
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Post by ladyj on Mar 23, 2008 11:28:34 GMT -5
The withdrawels, the rollercoaster.
Day four and it feels like hell. But certaintly not like the hell I had in 2006. I have the road map now. I have new learned skills. I know I will be okay. Before I didn't.......and certaintly the story isn't the same , not even close. There is no betrayal, no emotional abuse like before. Just a loss, confusion, missing, yearning........but I know it is what I have to do for my own self respect and preservation.
But it still hurts a lot.......
The dreams have started. They are strange, crazy, weird and actually interesting........I had four dreams concerning him last night. I wake up, try to shake myself from it, go back to sleep and have a new one. Rinse and repeat....
But I did have a weird one about you guys on this forum. I was reading this self help book and came across a chapter where there were all these threads from the soap opera folder. I saw many of your nicks and posts. I was trying to start a thread on here to tell you guys about it but my keyboard would not work. All the keys kept popping out and I could not enter my password.
LOL
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Post by freckles on Mar 23, 2008 12:02:40 GMT -5
You will be Ok
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Post by crushy on Mar 23, 2008 12:34:34 GMT -5
Hey, some of us were in your dreams? Kewl! Everything that stresses me comes out in my dreams which is why I have insomnia. I'm glad you're realizing you've done it before and you'll do it again! Crushy
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Post by Phoenixx on Mar 23, 2008 12:53:24 GMT -5
I get bad dreams when I am stressed. Or sad. Or down. So I know how you feel. It causes insomnia and further stress. Our minds just need to work through things - this is your way of doing it. We're here if you need us...
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