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Post by goods on Mar 27, 2008 18:26:58 GMT -5
I worked out... and the longer I did, the more anxious I became, the more I wanted to dish out a little Karma payback..... doing so will most likely end the marriage of a scumbag who was partly responsible for ending mine.
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Post by goods on Mar 27, 2008 18:31:31 GMT -5
Part of me wants to forget it all. Move on. Move away, start a new life, no reminders of any of the selfish piece of shit scum that have touched my life in the past year.
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Post by Phoenixx on Mar 27, 2008 18:33:02 GMT -5
I'm a big fan of doing whatever it takes to make your world alright - but I draw the line at breaking the law, moral or legal. I suspect that revenge wont make you feel better for very long. It might give you a temporary lift, but that's not the person I've gotten to know. Living well is the best revenge, hun.
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Post by goods on Mar 27, 2008 18:33:47 GMT -5
It still comes down to strength..... There is no doubt in my mind that the truth will sometime surface, it always does...... The hateful, angry, hurt side of me just wants to see it happen.
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Post by goods on Mar 27, 2008 18:37:26 GMT -5
I'm a big fan of doing whatever it takes to make your world alright - but I draw the line at breaking the law, moral or legal. I suspect that revenge wont make you feel better for very long. It might give you a temporary lift, but that's not the person I've gotten to know. Living well is the best revenge, hun. I would not be breaking the law just exposing an affair my ex had with her good married "friend". She always said what a good friend both him and his wife were. It was his friend who had the original affair with my wife, in their house. It was his wife who said she was a better person than me. I would just love to tell her what a good person she was for letting her husband's friend fuck my wife at her house, AND then what a good person her husband is fucking my wife after his friend was through with her. She does not yet know.
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Post by goods on Mar 27, 2008 18:42:57 GMT -5
LORD give me the strength to let it all go.
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Post by Phoenixx on Mar 27, 2008 18:45:42 GMT -5
Amen.
It will happen, Goods. It will.
Have faith...
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Post by goods on Mar 27, 2008 18:46:21 GMT -5
Me and George Michael.
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Post by jules on Mar 27, 2008 18:56:22 GMT -5
It still comes down to strength..... There is no doubt in my mind that the truth will sometime surface, it always does...... The hateful, angry, hurt side of me just wants to see it happen. oh wow do i understand that feeling. but probably the best piece of advice i got when the shit hit the fan for me was someone who told me, "don't do anything you may regret or be ashamed of later." i reminded myself of that a lot initially, and still do sometimes. i'm proud that my integrity is still intact and i can hold my head high. i'm not sure i'd be able to do so if i maliciously spread all of the dirty details. i don't know if it'd make me feel any better either. my friend has a packet of evidence just waiting to be mailed when i give the word. i'm still debating if i'll ever give the nod.
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Post by goods on Mar 27, 2008 19:04:25 GMT -5
She's a brink and I'm drowning slowly....
Thanks Jules...... AND Phoenixx
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Post by Phoenixx on Mar 27, 2008 19:07:09 GMT -5
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Post by rocko on Mar 27, 2008 19:41:08 GMT -5
Keep on the high road. It really does pay off in the long run.
Running from problems usually doesn't help, but moving and starting new is great.
I was lucky enough that my exh lived down in GA when the shit hit the fan and I was able to move back home. He never lived in this town. I still have memories of him attached to certain songs and things, but not places. It is great.
I stil have to heal and go thru the stages, but I think it helped me heal faster.
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Post by goods on Mar 27, 2008 23:29:36 GMT -5
I should finish remodeling this house and get the fuck out, too many memories, good and bad.
I love the house and street, we had a good life together, she decided to be a whore, I am left with the fallout.
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Post by rocko on Mar 28, 2008 6:28:44 GMT -5
For a long time everytime I looked at my couch I saw them there. The time I caught them together. With time I have made new memories and the bad ones are rarely remembered (only in moments like this).
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Post by goods on Mar 28, 2008 12:48:15 GMT -5
For a long time everytime I looked at my couch I saw them there. The time I caught them together. With time I have made new memories and the bad ones are rarely remembered (only in moments like this). Yes... and yes... I have a lot of memories here in my house AND just about everywhere I go..... f@cking ghosts everywhere.
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