Post by J (Hot Mess) on Mar 27, 2008 20:23:39 GMT -5
Freck no I cant....its not debatable....Im sorry but thats just not helping I know youre trying to help but this firm was started over a decade ago and a lot in the market has changed. I was simply trying to talk about how I was fired twice today but still have my job. Its been a very tense day so please excuse me if I sound abrupt about it but it is simply not an option nor do i want to do such a thing nor will my illness allow such a huge venture.
Brick walls are there for a reason. They are not there to keep us out. The brick walls are there to give us a chance to show how badly we want something. The brick walls are there to stop people who don't want it badly enough.
I think it would really get to me after awhile working at a place that keyed up, and the market is so volatile these days too... I don't know how you do it and keep your sanity.
Its a challenge Khart. Its a huge challenge. Today I go in front of the board. Was supposed to be at 10:30 but of course they are all late so I get to sit here and stress about it. Fuck them. I hope they DO fire me for good today and we hammer out my severence package and thats the end of it. There is no place for me at this firm anymore nor do I want to be here.
Heres a big 'Fuck You' for firing me in an email after a ten year run though (that was the first firing of the day yesterday...in an EMAIL.)
My ex left me in a two sentence email.
People are fucked up.
"Hope begins in the dark, the stubborn hope that if you just show up and try to do the right thing, the dawn will come. You wait and watch and work: you don't give up."