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Post by kittenhart on Apr 9, 2008 0:50:34 GMT -5
it is a good thing my surgery is soon because my narcotics tolerance is really getting up there....I hope I don't need to go into rehab after this....I have started lying when docs ask how much I take and how much I drink.....not good....but I know it looks bad. Thank god for acupuncture...seriously. Thank god I have a morning appt tomorrow....my brother will kick my ass if I end up in rehab. Has anyone tried reiki? Does it actually work? I just want a few hours of relief....I don't care if it's hokey and I don't have medical coverage for it.
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Post by sheyd on Apr 9, 2008 9:20:09 GMT -5
I am scared scared scared that my life will change, that I will lose what I most wanted in life... family. I want more than anything, to just feel SECURE and SAFE. Will I ever feel that?
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Post by goods on Apr 9, 2008 9:26:18 GMT -5
Not sure Shey... why do you think you are so afraid. Are you holding something back from the relationship, protecting yourself? Maybe until you can fully let go.... you will always be scared.
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Post by sheyd on Apr 9, 2008 9:37:16 GMT -5
Nope - I am not holding ANYTHING back - it is really the other side of the equation, Goods - and I don't think there is anything held back... just no real decision was ever made. Drifting is great if it is in the direction you want, but drifting can occur other ways, too.
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Post by RO on Apr 9, 2008 11:08:43 GMT -5
it is a good thing my surgery is soon because my narcotics tolerance is really getting up there....I hope I don't need to go into rehab after this....I have started lying when docs ask how much I take and how much I drink.....not good....but I know it looks bad. Thank god for acupuncture...seriously. Thank god I have a morning appt tomorrow....my brother will kick my ass if I end up in rehab. Has anyone tried reiki? Does it actually work? I just want a few hours of relief....I don't care if it's hokey and I don't have medical coverage for it. K- Let the docs know. Your pain tolerance is so out of whack now...they have to expect it. I don't know how you do it and I don't care if anything sounds hokey...do it if it will give you some peace and some relief from the pain. Hang in there girl, you are doing so great. You are almost there. I wish I could take away your pain. I really do.
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