For some reason this morning, you popped into my head. Maybe because what would have been our anniversary is creeping up? I dont know - all I know is I thought of what you said that day, as I called you from the doctors office, worried. How cold your tone was. How I couldnt believe that was the same amazing man I had fallen in love with. And then I thought of when we were in that Thai restaurant. How cold your tone was then. How I still couldnt believe that was the same man. And I remember the anger I still hold for you, I remember how no matter what, I could never even be your friend. Because I cannot forgive you and I will never forget the sh*t I dealt with - because of your insecurities. Your silliness. I dont even respect you. And I have worked hard to surround myself with people thatare amazing and pure. You...are just a little boy trapped in a man's body. Scared witless.