Post by hoodieprincess on Oct 21, 2008 9:57:33 GMT -5
So, lucky me, I don't have to do round 3 with the parents...EVER.
Okay, I really am trying to see the bright side and I hate posting this stuff on here...I seem to try to avoid personal relationship postings on here when it comes to things that are current. I don't know why...Well, okay I do. Like I said before, I am always waiting for that trap door to fall out from under me. It did...
And, to make matters worse, I never really tried to hold doubts about dating someone younger than me until the last few days. He's proven his age.
I feel duped and lied to. He honestly broke it off over text. And, not only did he do it once, he did it twice. The 1st time it was because he'd had some freak out issues about things going too fast and him getting too attached to me and my kiddos. He wanted to slow down and he wanted to try dating some more instead of how we'd all started spending so much time together. He gave me the whole bit about being lost and confused and all of it over text. I finally got him on the phone and we talked. That was Thursday night last week. Well, we had to see eachother this weekend for a birthday party for a mutual friend (the ones who set us up). It was interesting to say the least. Then Sunday, he waited until he made sure I was driving home to text me again and say he changed his mind. He just isn't ready and there is nothing I could say or do to change his mind.
Okay to me, sounds like another person came along. Fine. He agreed that he needed to talk to me face-to-face (like he did before the party but bailed on doing so about anything actually personal). Since I was home yesterday with a sick kiddo, he was going to come by. Last minute he bailed again. And, over text again I might add.
I honestly can't tell you the last time I was so mad. I was shocked at the things he was saying and the things he was doing. We texted from 2-5. Anyone who knows me knows that I don't delete people from my phone or whatever. I just don't. Yeah, well, I got off the last text and deleted his number and all the text messages and all the pictures I hadn't yet deleted. I erased the records of him I could. I still need to clean out pictures from my camera. That's going to be hard. Even being at my house is hard...It's full of material items from us as a couple. I hate it.
Okay, I really am trying to see the bright side and I hate posting this stuff on here...I seem to try to avoid personal relationship postings on here when it comes to things that are current. I don't know why...Well, okay I do. Like I said before, I am always waiting for that trap door to fall out from under me. It did...
And, to make matters worse, I never really tried to hold doubts about dating someone younger than me until the last few days. He's proven his age.
I feel duped and lied to. He honestly broke it off over text. And, not only did he do it once, he did it twice. The 1st time it was because he'd had some freak out issues about things going too fast and him getting too attached to me and my kiddos. He wanted to slow down and he wanted to try dating some more instead of how we'd all started spending so much time together. He gave me the whole bit about being lost and confused and all of it over text. I finally got him on the phone and we talked. That was Thursday night last week. Well, we had to see eachother this weekend for a birthday party for a mutual friend (the ones who set us up). It was interesting to say the least. Then Sunday, he waited until he made sure I was driving home to text me again and say he changed his mind. He just isn't ready and there is nothing I could say or do to change his mind.
Okay to me, sounds like another person came along. Fine. He agreed that he needed to talk to me face-to-face (like he did before the party but bailed on doing so about anything actually personal). Since I was home yesterday with a sick kiddo, he was going to come by. Last minute he bailed again. And, over text again I might add.
I honestly can't tell you the last time I was so mad. I was shocked at the things he was saying and the things he was doing. We texted from 2-5. Anyone who knows me knows that I don't delete people from my phone or whatever. I just don't. Yeah, well, I got off the last text and deleted his number and all the text messages and all the pictures I hadn't yet deleted. I erased the records of him I could. I still need to clean out pictures from my camera. That's going to be hard. Even being at my house is hard...It's full of material items from us as a couple. I hate it.