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Post by loshyra on Nov 13, 2008 19:54:20 GMT -5
Ok.....
I am having a hard time. In a month or so, it will be year since my father died. Less then a month ago was my father's birthday....he would have been 65. My heart hurts.....my head hurts....everything hurts about now. Above and beyond this....I found a tumor, I go in on November 24th to have it removed. Crushy is going to go with me. Lets all hope and pray that it is benign. Although, with my family history, I am sooo not holding my breathe. Why couldn't this wait for a few weeks... Why NOW?!?!
My ex is also making a fuss. He has informed me that he will help with my daughter's swimming stuff..... BUT REFUSES to help pay for her school..... dumb a$$. I am soooo done with parents that think that they can just do the minimal to help....including my own father.
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P.S. forgot to add, that my daughter with JRA has gone from being in remission to having a LOT of issues this week. My plate is full....and I dunno what to do....dunno who to turn to.
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Post by crushy on Nov 13, 2008 20:43:17 GMT -5
First of all, Losh, you can turn to me like I have to you. We've been best friends for years and I'm here for ya. I know you're scared about the tumor(s), makes me think of the tears in your eyes when they brought me out of ultra-sound a couple of weeks ago. You have a TON of family and friends that love you. Maybe it's time to call in a few favors? If B doesn't take your girls, we can have Thanksgiving here at my house...even without my boys. I haven't even asked Teri what she's doing yet, but it could be cozy. D, you have so much on your plate right now and I know that personally. Heck, you reminded me to pick up my contacts the other day.  Relax. You and M have a long weekend with just L....enjoy it!! We can meet at the restaurant or I can do the whole spread here... I'm sorry about your dad. I know what he means to you... |
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Post by loshyra on Nov 13, 2008 22:26:01 GMT -5
 God, my day just gets better and better......I just fell DOWN the stairs, going to get some lemonade. And hit my elbow on the banister of the stairs. Did M get up?  Even though he was watching the whole thing, NOPE!!! The only one out of the 3 that got up was my kidlet with RA. And then if that is not bad enough..... I fell down the stairs after trying to come up one stair on the way back to my bedroom... bent my toe back, and I feel like crap. If I didn't know better I would think I was drunk off my a$$. My grandma died of cancer, my grandpa on the other side had cancer as well. When I was a child, I used to play in the "trailing" ponds of the local copper mine. Out of my family, I have been the only one that has shown any issues with cancer, or other issues. Now, my back is a problem. And my regular dr thinks I am just lying about it. But, I know something is wrong. When I was 16 I fell down a waterfall. In all I fell 100 ft, between where I fell in the river to where I landed in the river. Stupid hospital only did xray's of my pelvis...and legs. Nowhere else. I had a broken pelvis and a shattered bone in my wrist, and I think I did something to my back/neck. They only found the wrist issue because I complained 2 weeks after about pains in my hand when I tried to bend it. T has talked me into making an appt with a neurosurgeon, but I hate dr's. The tumor I found is 3 times the size of any others that I have found in the past. I know I should think positive, but until the dr gets it out, I will not be able to think of anything else.
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Post by freckles on Nov 13, 2008 23:04:35 GMT -5
I will Pray for You I wish I could do more If I were you , I would take Vitamins and try to eat healthy If I could offer more than that I would They say that People Praying for You helps you heal Know, that I am Praying for you  |
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Post by loshyra on Nov 13, 2008 23:19:51 GMT -5
Thanks Freks.... I can use all the prayers that I get... Been a LONG day...
Did I mention that my mom is out of town for a whole month? So I am doing everything on my own, with NO help from the biggest support, outside of Crushy, that I have???
P.S. T.....all I gotta say is COOPER!!! NUMMY!!! Want some??
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Post by rocko on Nov 14, 2008 9:36:35 GMT -5
(((hugs))) to ya!!
I will pray for you and your family. you are very lucky to have Crushy!! That is a really good friend.
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Post by AngelBaby on Nov 14, 2008 14:03:28 GMT -5
D~ You should have called me! I agree, Crushy is an awesome friend!  I just wish that we all lived closer, because I would do whatever I could to help too! I will be praying for you that everything is fine....and you or Crushy will have to keep me updated!!! *hugs* AB |
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Post by sheyd on Nov 14, 2008 15:04:56 GMT -5
I will definitely be hoping for the best for you!!! May I just say, with all the cancer scares of those I know lately, it is usually just that - a scare - even when there IS family history there. Plus, even if it is as bad as you fear - treatments are SO much better, month to month, let alone in a year.
I understand hating to go to a doc - and they CAN be irritating - but staying on top of health issues is the way to avoid MORE doc visits later. Please get checked!
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Post by loshyra on Nov 14, 2008 20:37:51 GMT -5
Thank you both AB and Sheyd....
The issue is, I figure that no one can deal with my life any better then I can... that is just me.... I am sooo dumb that way.....I figure that if I can't be happy then no one can make me happy.
I went out today to Park City Utah... I figured, I have a LOT of credit with BOSE... and if I can go ahead and buy something JUST for me, then that is fine... BUT I spent well over $2500. Did I mention that my Credit limit is over $5500. They were teasing me today.... BUT I informed them that I knew what I wanted....but they figured because I was A WOMAN...that I just was weird. Hooked up everything that I got tonight, and all I got to say is DAMN!!! ;D ;D
Crushy is the best friend that I have ever thought that I may have! She is a great FRIEND! HOPEFULLY she feels the same....
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Post by crushy on Nov 15, 2008 3:35:25 GMT -5
You know it, girl. Ha, just realized we were so busy flapping our jaws, you didn't take a look at my laptop. So, one of C's friends comes to my house and turns out his parents are looking for him. I was happy to keep him safe after telling him his parents had already called and I had to let them know where he was. He's a really good kid. T is all over me because I thought this may be his weekend. Well, dead-beat, when you have them 95% of the time, it's easy to get confused if you're not looking at a calender. Of course, his life consists of putting plug protectors in the outlets.  Do you ever just look at your ex and wonder what the hell you were thinking??? |
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Post by loshyra on Nov 15, 2008 12:15:16 GMT -5
I look at both exes and think that A LOT! Yeah I was half way home when I realized that I had not looked at it... another day I guess.
Crap, Dr just called and said that they got my blood work back and need to have me make an appt with him to talk about it. NOT GOOD!!
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Post by crushy on Nov 15, 2008 13:21:59 GMT -5
I look at both exes and think that A LOT! Yeah I was half way home when I realized that I had not looked at it... another day I guess. Crap, Dr just called and said that they got my blood work back and need to have me make an appt with him to talk about it. NOT GOOD!! I'm sorry. When did you have blood work done most recently? Has it been since L? It could be something as simple as enemia. It could also be your bp. |
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Post by loshyra on Nov 15, 2008 13:24:53 GMT -5
had the blood work done last month, because dr wanted to check my cholesterol... So I know it is not good news...
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Post by loshyra on Nov 15, 2008 14:42:20 GMT -5
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Post by crushy on Nov 15, 2008 14:57:33 GMT -5
So, are you going to take care of me regarding my 2 TVs that are not digital? The one on my vanity and the one at work. I'm hoping I can just order them on-line.
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Even though he was watching the whole thing, NOPE!!! The only one out of the 3 that got up was my kidlet with RA. And then if that is not bad enough..... I fell down the stairs after trying to come up one stair on the way back to my bedroom... bent my toe back, and I feel like crap. If I didn't know better I would think I was drunk off my a$$. 
I just wish that we all lived closer, because I would do whatever I could to help too! I will be praying for you that everything is fine....and you or Crushy will have to keep me updated!!!