Thanks guys. The part about getting physically exhausted to get thru the anxiety attack was very interesting. Thanks for that piece of advice.
I've found that actually coming to terms with the fact that it's really over is the hardest. We've broken up so many times before, but I can truly tell this is it. So yes, I'm beginning to "accept" that and even though it hurts like hell, I keep focusing on the good things to come. Like meeting someone new that will treat me the right way.
Moving on is the right answer. Thank u for the support.