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[loshyra]

I have come to a point in my life that I wish my ex the best, and only want what is best for my kids.

Take tonight for example. I had 1 tumor taken out today. I talked to him for an hour, as friends, he wanted to know if I was ok, if I needed anything. I told him that since it is the holiday's that I would look past our decree, and if he wants to pay me my child support after the 25th, I am ok with that. That I promise that nothing will come to it. I even cc'd his mom and my husband on it. I even told him, that I appreciate being able to talk to him as a friend and to tell him what I am afraid of. Which is amazing for us. This may be a turning point in all of our relationships. I can hope so.... so can everyone else.

I guess we will see about that. As far as my tumors go, they look to be benign, the issue is, I am, bleeding horribly. If it doesn't stop by tomorrow, I will be in the ER. BUT at least it has been removed. And I must say, Crushy is the bestest friend I have. She stayed 2 hours with me....

BUT DAMN....Dr C is HOT!!! LOL!!! Tooo bad we are both married. LOL!!

Let's just hope that this is the last curve ball that I have to deal with. Cause otherwise, I am done!!

[JimB]

Whatever they've got you on, I want some. ;D

Keep on keepin' on. I'm betting the worst is over.

[loshyra]

lol!!!

My ex said the same thing last night!!! The issue is, that they really don't have me on anything really great...

I just figured that out on my own..

Mind you, because of the pain, I am going home in a few hours, GOD I HURT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[shattered]

I am pretty much in awe of you at the moment.

I hope with my whole heart that you will be OK very soon.

You are most definitely in my thoughts.

[ionysis]

I so hope you feel better Loshyra. Thoughts are with you.

[loshyra]

I don't deserve you being in awe of me. I am just to a point that my ex and I know that we can get a long at least for my kids. The tumor had me worried, until he said it was benign at that point, it was no biggy. Although, I have an infection now....grrr....but I am sure that that is nothing.


I hope you all had a great thanksgiving!

[freckles]

I will Pray for you

Eat healthy foods is a good idea

And rest