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Post by finding on Feb 26, 2008 20:02:12 GMT -5
Life just took another fucking turn I wasn't expecting and I've got to figure out what the fuck I'm going to do.
It's taught me I'm the only one I can trust.
I don't want to hear it that I need to trust and all that fucking shit.
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Post by Phyxius on Feb 26, 2008 21:32:30 GMT -5
Life just took another fucking turn I wasn't expecting and I've got to figure out what the fuck I'm going to do. It's taught me I'm the only one I can trust. I don't want to hear it that I need to trust and all that fucking shit. You're not going to get that from me - I don't trust anyone right now. What happened?
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Post by redskyatnight on Feb 26, 2008 21:39:53 GMT -5
Trust is hard to put back into your life. It will come when you are ready. You don't need to force yourself into it.
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Post by wizer on Feb 26, 2008 22:02:25 GMT -5
I wont tell you to trust anyone.
Friends are your friends, your significant other is your significant other because you meet their needs. In turn, they meet yours. Everyone is in it for themselves. That's how it works. Human nature.
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Post by sheyd on Feb 26, 2008 22:50:59 GMT -5
Are you ok?
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Post by JimB on Feb 27, 2008 9:16:40 GMT -5
Not to hijack, but don't ya just love what the Google/Big Brother banner ad engine does with thread titles?
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Post by finding on Feb 27, 2008 9:35:44 GMT -5
Sorry to scare everyone. I took the night off and went out to try and clear my head and just got home. I'm ok, I just have to figure a few things out now.
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Post by sheyd on Feb 27, 2008 9:38:28 GMT -5
Well, at least you are home safe! I hope the night out helped? Is it anything we can help with?
Shey
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Post by finding on Feb 27, 2008 9:47:11 GMT -5
Well, at least you are home safe! I hope the night out helped? Is it anything we can help with? Shey In some ways the night out confused me even more. I was thrown a curveball a couple of days ago about our future plans. I'm reeling trying to figure out how to make things happen once again because the person who was supposed to help me acheive that decided to take another path. I was only supposed to go out and have a couple of drinks last night and clear my head. Well, I met someone who is worthy of more than a second date last night. Now I have to figure out where he fits into the grand sceme of things.
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Post by sheyd on Feb 27, 2008 12:18:34 GMT -5
Wow - was last night the first date? (And just getting in in the am? ;D) I am just guessing here, but someone who was going to help you move back out of state backed out? Now, not only do you have to make new plans if you want to move, but you might have potential for someone you wouldn't want to move away from? Hmm... sounds like you just need a little time (and maybe a little sleep). There is no rush on any of the plans, is there? I mean, you still have a couple of months before anything could even possibly be planned if I remember right? Because of a lease? So why not just take some time to enjoy the new situation, and revisit the whole "future plans" thing in a few months? Shey
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Post by finding on Feb 27, 2008 12:38:44 GMT -5
Wow - was last night the first date? (And just getting in in the am? ;D) Shey It wasn't planned or supposed to happen. He told me this morning he wants to see me again and hopes that he was more than a ONS. ;D Now I'm even more confused.
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Post by sheyd on Feb 27, 2008 13:19:28 GMT -5
Why be confused? Just roll with it! Take time to get to know him, let him get to know you - it is hard to tell after one night where it might go, so don't even guess! Just enjoy this time, and GIVE yourself time - for everything! It doesn't all have to be solved and planned THIS MINUTE. This guy seems cool, and he likes you too - just enjoy that!
Shey
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Post by lumpy on Feb 28, 2008 0:51:59 GMT -5
Not to hijack, but don't ya just love what the Google/Big Brother banner ad engine does with thread titles? NOTHING says I love you like a Fuck Them Bitches ringtone.
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Post by rocko on Feb 28, 2008 9:20:02 GMT -5
Very exciting!! Good to hear some good news from ya.
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Post by finding on Feb 28, 2008 9:37:02 GMT -5
Very exciting!! Good to hear some good news from ya. Well, it's good news mixed with bad news. The person who was staying here to help out with the kids didn't show back up this morning and I can't get ahold of her. Her choices are what led to this post in the first place. Now I'm scrambling to figure out how I'm going to continue to see him and go on with my life. I'll figure it out, I always do.
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