ladyj
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Post by ladyj on Jan 11, 2008 9:40:45 GMT -5
I just woke up from the most vivid dream/nightmare.
I was still engaged to numbnuts, living in his family's home in Pakistan. There were cousins everywhere. Aunts, uncles, brothers , sisters.
I was told how to behave, what to wear, I was totally under his family's thumb.
I was utterly misterable and I actually felt fear. The dream seemed to go on for hours and I was feeling absolutely exhausted. I finally woke up when numbnuts took his hand across my face so hard in front of his family because he said I spoke out of turn.
Good lord.............
I am really over the idiot. Why the dream? A message to myself on how fortunate I was to escape a doomed future with him?
I feel weird.
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Post by goods on Jan 11, 2008 9:43:49 GMT -5
Your ex is from Pakistan?
From what you have written LJ I ca't imagine you living in that type of society.
Maybe the dream was just a little reminder of how good things are for you now.
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ladyj
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Post by ladyj on Jan 11, 2008 9:45:27 GMT -5
Yes he is and yes I could not live under those conditions , ever. He tried to control me in everyway. When I finally started to fight back, he then showed his true colors. Another year of hell with him of fighting and then it ended.
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warewa
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Post by warewa on Jan 11, 2008 10:02:36 GMT -5
Just your subconscious working out some stress probably. I wouldn't read anything into it. I will have a dream of my ex from years ago sometimes and I'm like "WTF?"
The mind does some strange things sometimes. That's a good thing though because some of my best ideas for novels come to me that way!!
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Post by Chaos40 on Jan 14, 2008 9:57:27 GMT -5
Maybe you are still in love with him.
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ladyj
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Post by ladyj on Jan 14, 2008 10:43:53 GMT -5
What is it you have against me Chaos? Or are you just working for wizer under the table? Shut up with your stupid comments and stay the fuck out of my threads.
Thank you for your cooperation.
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Post by Phyxius on Jan 14, 2008 10:48:25 GMT -5
He's too socially retarded to help himself. Don't be angry with him, just take pity on him...
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Post by Chaos40 on Jan 14, 2008 10:49:13 GMT -5
What is it you have against me Chaos? Or are you just working for wizer under the table? Shut up with your stupid comments and stay the fuck out of my threads. Thank you for your cooperation. No need to curse sweetheart. Others are entitled to their opinions on a public board
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ladyj
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Post by ladyj on Jan 14, 2008 10:50:16 GMT -5
Your passive/aggrssive stunts do not fool me or many others. Knock it off! What is it you have against me Chaos? Or are you just working for wizer under the table? Shut up with your stupid comments and stay the fuck out of my threads. Thank you for your cooperation. No need to curse sweetheart. Others are entitled to their opinions on a public board
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ladyj
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Post by ladyj on Jan 14, 2008 10:56:28 GMT -5
I really love our new board. LOVE it. Until the two trolls start their shit.
Chaos, I actually think you can be a funny guy and I have heard through a mutual friend, a decent person as well.
Just knock it off okay? I don't go out of my way to harass you.
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Post by Phyxius on Jan 14, 2008 10:57:06 GMT -5
Your passive/aggrssive stunts do not fool me or many others. Knock it off! No need to curse sweetheart. Others are entitled to their opinions on a public board See, Chaos is like a five-year-old with a crush. He doesn't know what to do with it, so he just slaps and runs. Pathetic, but true...
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Post by Chaos40 on Jan 14, 2008 11:00:25 GMT -5
Your passive/aggrssive stunts do not fool me or many others. Knock it off! See, Chaos is like a five-year-old with a crush. He doesn't know what to do with it, so he just slaps and runs. Pathetic, but true... You are sooo witty Phxy and I just love that internet bravado of your's. What color are your eyes by the way?
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Post by Phyxius on Jan 14, 2008 11:01:48 GMT -5
See, Chaos is like a five-year-old with a crush. He doesn't know what to do with it, so he just slaps and runs. Pathetic, but true... What color are your eyes by the way? Depends on my mood...
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Post by Chaos40 on Jan 14, 2008 11:05:31 GMT -5
What color are your eyes by the way? Depends on my mood... ooOOooh oooOOooooo I felt this sudden tingling sensation when I read that. Do they get fiery red when you're angry?
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Post by Phyxius on Jan 14, 2008 11:32:34 GMT -5
ooOOooh oooOOooooo I felt this sudden tingling sensation when I read that. Do they get fiery red when you're angry? Nope, ice blue...
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