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Post by redskyatnight on Apr 9, 2008 9:12:13 GMT -5
My hands are shaking on the keyboard and I can barely concentrate on my work. I want to cry, but I'm at work. Its hard holding back the tears.
Despite the insensivity and callousness of his actions, it hurts and I know the hurt has just started. Its gonna get worse.
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Post by goods on Apr 9, 2008 9:18:50 GMT -5
I'm not sure what I can or anyone can say to make things better.... reach out to friends and family, vent here... Be happy this is happening now and not 3 years into a marriage.
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Post by jules on Apr 9, 2008 9:27:01 GMT -5
Can you get away for a while? Maybe go for a walk or a drive? Or just hide out in the restroom? If so, do it, and let the tears flow. It'll feel better to get it out than to try to suppress it all day.
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Post by cdngurl on Apr 9, 2008 9:28:28 GMT -5
I'm here too... I'm sorry you are going through this.
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Post by sheyd on Apr 9, 2008 9:41:09 GMT -5
I am here, too - not sure what I can offer... Is there any way you can reassure yourself, to get temporary relief until the day is over and you can let go? I know it sounds terrible, but sometimes I lie to myself, briefly, to let me get through something. Tell myself it isn't the way it is - I know it isn't true, but it lets me pretend for awhile so I can keep control until I can get to a safe place to cry. Focusing on the negatives will wrap you up in them. Focus on positives, and push the negatives away. Think of your kids, their school schedules, whatever you can do to distract yourself. When you can't anymore - bathroom break, walk, whatever you can do to get it out.
Shey
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Post by redskyatnight on Apr 9, 2008 9:48:53 GMT -5
Thanks for the support. He called with an explanation about arguing with his ex when I called and then being angry about all that. I guess now I'm numb. At least it will help get through work.
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Post by freckles on Apr 9, 2008 13:08:02 GMT -5
You are Strong
You are a Good Person
You can Make it
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Post by redskyatnight on Apr 9, 2008 15:26:54 GMT -5
I don't believe him. I want to believe him, but there are too many times when I'm left wondering. The relationship is suppose to make me feel good, not torn up on the inside.
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