Post by kittenhart on Sept 17, 2008 1:00:41 GMT -5
I hope for this day to pass quickly and that I not be reminded of anything but happier times. Life goes on (even as you pinch the nostrils together and frantically exhale, life goes on...) Learn what you can, forget what you need to, just keep going, girl.
I hope that you find whatever it is that I couldn't be for you and that you don't find yourself still placing blame years later. That is my wish for you.
But I have other wishes now too. Hopes I never allowed myself before. Quiet sparkles that others notice but can't identify ( they ask me if I slept well, comment that I changed my hair ) but it's the simple realization that I can feel again something other than loss and pain something softly hopeful in a warm hand on my shoulder, or laughter from an adjacent room.
Last Edit: Sept 17, 2008 1:01:48 GMT -5 by kittenhart
~ For us there is only the trying. The rest is not our business. ~