don't really have too much to complain about. spent the new year with lots of friends, more than i ever have. was actually pretty nice if i put it into perspective.
but here i am, 1:30am, alone in my apartment. i am tired, and should just go to bed, but i am restless. i guess going home was the sad part. i loved being with my friends.....some had kids at their party, some didn't. i guess it was the going home alone part that got to me.
it's really something that i should be getting used to. been a few years now, and it's not like it's the end of the world. but i am just hoping that 2008 brings some better luck than 2007.
Hi LT! I read elsewhere that you joined an online dating site? How's that going? Hope 2008 brings you luck- you usually sound much more positive in your posts- so keep your chin up girl. Maybe you will meet someone nice through the online dating (??)
~ For us there is only the trying. The rest is not our business. ~
Post by lostteacher on Jan 6, 2008 20:08:11 GMT -5
it was just a moment of feeling sorry for myself. party hopping was fun, but there were too many families, too many couples for me not to look at that and wish it were me. but i would rather be alone and working on being happy, than with a child in a terrible relationship trying to figure out what to do.