So... a few days ago I get an email from ex's OW. The usual BS. "I didnt know about you otherwise I would have never done anything... Just want you to know B is a liar and left me for someone else, blah blah blah..." Really, I found it more amusing then anything else! I suppose the information that we were together just fell into her lap that day!
So... today I get a text from him. Telling me he just wanted to say hello and that he hopes I have a good new year and that he just wanted me to know that he thought about me on new years.
I dont find this one as amusing (even though I should)! Really it just stirred up so many emotions in me.
On the plus side, I no longer have to feel guilty. This is not THE ex. I guess technically this is the rebound ex. I met him within 2 months after THE ex and I's final break up. Thing is I really liked him, but that little voice inside of my head was screaming the whole thing was just wrong. I knew I wasnt ready and had no business being in a relationship, yet I was too selfish to let him go because I did like him. I was never "all there" and he left me for someone else. I blamed myself and felt so guilty that I put him through that. Now I know we were both asses... it wasnt all me.