You couldn't stand for me to have anything nice could you? You purposely went out of your way to break my things, things I purchased after I left your sorry ass.
It's been over a year since I last saw you, but I'm still picking up the pieces and trying to fix things that you laid your sorry hands on. I found my food processor today and I'm probably going to have to throw it out after only two uses because of you. Fuck you very much asshole. My Jeep still isn't fixed from when you "borrowed" it and hit your neighbor's truck.
Things aren't done because your kids come first. Why on earth could you never see that? Hurting me and destroying my property only hurt them in the long run. No, all you could see was you and what you wanted and getting even with me for some unseen sin I committed. We, all of us paid the price for your actions in the end fucker.
Oh, by the way, I don't think of you when I am fucking someone else. You sorry pathetic ass.
Please let this go. You know as well as I do that R had many, many faults and was too weak to make his life better. You on the other hand have! It's time to let go of the anger and the betrayal and just deal with your new life!
You are remarkable and have made so many positive changes. Get rid of "all" the negatives in your life and move forward in a postive and loving way.