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Post by finding on Mar 10, 2008 20:48:25 GMT -5
I have been up and down all freaking day. I've gone from being angry and pissed, to somewhat nostalgic and wondering where and what a couple of old flames are now, now I'm freaking lonely. I haven't been lonely in months.
Where did this damn emotional roller coaster come from and can I please get off of it already?
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Post by ionysis on Mar 10, 2008 23:11:57 GMT -5
Time of the month?
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Post by lumpy on Mar 10, 2008 23:16:48 GMT -5
I'm glad you said it.
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Post by sheyd on Mar 10, 2008 23:32:05 GMT -5
Or just stress. Maybe it is your mind/body's way of saying you just need to slow down and take some YOU time. When do you get those relief workers? Or are you doing the stay at home thing?
Shey
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Post by finding on Mar 10, 2008 23:35:10 GMT -5
I'm glad you said it. I don't get that anymore, fuck you very much.
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Post by jules on Mar 11, 2008 10:16:32 GMT -5
Um, ouch?
Could still be hormonal... or chemical. If it gets really bad it might be worth checking with your doc if there is a med that could help balance you out.
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Post by finding on Mar 11, 2008 10:27:07 GMT -5
Um, ouch? Could still be hormonal... or chemical. If it gets really bad it might be worth checking with your doc if there is a med that could help balance you out. The jab was aimed at Lumpy, he knows I love em. Well, that is as much as I can being EU and all. I think someone hit the nail on the head last night for me. Dating someone new has brought out some old emotions I had for someone else and I am missing the connection I had with them. (I know I need to get rid of the jacket dear, but I just can't bring myself to do it, besides, it is fodder for the book I eventually plan to write.) Plus I am going through the house and getting rid of things and am painting the furniture seeing as how I can't afford to just replace it. I'm wanting a complete fresh start, but just can't make it happen right now. And to top it off I am now retaking the class I had to drop last summer when the ex died. It's weird, it's not bringing up emotions about him, but the hell he put me through. I started the class in a one bedroom apartment because I had to move out of my house so my kids could move back in. It is bringing up the emotions and turmoil of him trying to have the kids permanently taken from me by the state.
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Post by lumpy on Mar 11, 2008 11:47:05 GMT -5
So, what's going on with the new guy? Things cooling off a bit?
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Post by murdock on Mar 11, 2008 12:20:53 GMT -5
sorry people... I posted all the "internet police stuff" on the wrong thread.
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Post by RO on Mar 11, 2008 12:28:45 GMT -5
l- Hold onto the jacket if it means that much to you and especially if it will inspire you to write. I just thought it might be better for you without it. Only you know the answer to that...not me. YOU know that I am the last person to deter you from writing. Perhaps the answer is to pack it away somewhere so you don't have to look at it unless you want to. Yes, you are cleaning out of your clutter and making way for your new life. I hope that you use one of the ideas I suggested for later in the week! Take a walk today, go to that park with the stream you like. Eat a cherry popsicle if you can find one if not I will ship you some from the local ice cream shop. They don't make them anywhere like they do HERE.
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Post by finding on Mar 11, 2008 12:39:34 GMT -5
So, what's going on with the new guy? Things cooling off a bit? No, things are going fine there. We are both busy with stuff and I'm trying to take care of some business on the home front that is messing with my head. I'm taking my cues from him, but we talk almost every day in some form or fashion.
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Post by redskyatnight on Mar 11, 2008 13:37:14 GMT -5
l- Take a walk today, go to that park with the stream you like. Eat a cherry popsicle if you can find one if not I will ship you some from the local ice cream shop. They don't make them anywhere like they do HERE. I agree with this. Take a little time off to let your brain settle. The break won't make it go away, but the fresh images in your head will help.
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